The Prelude – When I felt lost – Part 1

“- Here I am again, trapped in a loop.“

I thought I was hopeless
Somehow lost and less
Always in the darkness

I had too many thoughts
Too many, too many thoughts…
They were running in my mind
I was stuck, I was paralized

That’s why I couldn’t move
That’s why I couldn’t get out

Solitude was there, in me
Solitude was my enemy

I didn’t know if I wanted to fight it
I just felt lost and weak, I couldn’t male it

I was about to surrender to those thoughts
They were winning over me, over me

“- Why even bother?”